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| Perfect People always use the term perfect
i was once named the perfect girlfriend
i was used to being known as perfect
The perfect girl
The perfect life
The perfect model from everyone
and most of all the perfect player
but somehow along the way
i realized...
some things had to be unperfect
they shouldn't be always ventured on your pride
your greed and most of all your modesty
but how can anyone even forget about that?
everyone strives for perfection
but once they're one step closer to it
everyone sees perfection as a scare
because being perfect...
well it's inhuman.
Don't you see
i like you the way you are
i admire all your talents
you sing i'll sing too
you dance
i'll dance by your side
and make the other guys jealous
i creep through your emotions
your simple thinking and worthy holdings
but don't you see?
i'll do anything to get you
whether you like it or not
I'm just average maybe more than
but i'll give up my name just to be seen with you
i'll keep my mouth shut just to kiss you
i'll give it all and never leave you
but still don't you see how much i want you?
maybe you want someone lower than me
someone who could be comfortable
someone you couldn't be envied about
fine,be that way but lastly of my will
don't you see i'm the perfect girl for you? | | |
| hmmm i'm so done with my surprise hahaha
hay...bsta
anyway faci auds tom...XC help me my friends o0h please i love you all haha
ima do my best i promise pasayawin mo pa ko sa harap mo cge sasayaw ako hahahaha jke
anyway...today sucked!!!!
failed math
the hell???
grrrr im so happy in fil n eng...
hahahaha -2 n -3 hahahaha who0o0ho0o0 way to go meh!! yeah!
so..jersey's gonna be out tom mygd...i cnt wait!!!plus BATCH shirt!!! :)
hay....rest day tom i guess...or it just looks like it...aaaah training on fri sheesh...hahaha
ima be on a diet naaaa
sobrang tlga didiet na ko...
so.......
dotdotdot
why do i feel queasy
yawn..
im not in the mood to study momentum
but ill study it after dinner
hay...
i wanna go out on a gimik please i beg you my barkadas...haha
wat else...i cnt thnk..
.x.
it's been long
how much time has passed anyway?
when our relationship collapsed
when you told me some pain
how much time was it then?
can you compute it
can you remember it?
am i dat unlucky of guys?
noone stays so long because of challenge
oh this sucks but it's reality
it's been long since i've figured anything out
but between you and me
i guess it's over
way before it started right
cause you were afraid
and now it's done and passing away,
it's been long since we were
me and you....
when was it that you recall?
when was it that you recall?
was the first time you took my hand
the first time you led me away?
the first time you glanced at me
when was it?
can you recall?
i'm lost but i'm not dumb
cause i can see it in your eyes
recalling it every moment..
every second...
it's sad but i dare you..
recall it...
hahaha...recently recently...damnit..
.ciao.
wish me luck tom i really want this...so much..
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| it's all about my knowledge my determination...my strength..my faith and most of all my struggle to be someone you didn't know existed in ME..
i'm so focused now in being who i am at the same time nothing more...meaning no caring...no problem solving...and most of all...no feelings towards some unexpected happenings and things...
it's just time for me to give up on being that person who'd carry all the burden..since it's my last year im gonna make the most out of it without caring about what other people say anymore...
it's funny...nobody knows anything about the course that i would die to take up..it's industrial design..and even though i would'nt be in ateneo or in la salle...i don't care cause i really have a good feeling about this...and i know i can excel in it...
i don't care if i dn't have anyone with me...
i just can't wait for college...highschool is different but i'm sick of it's system and i want a new environment at hand...
took the acet test last sunday and it was pretty...errr normal i guess...wasn't so hard except for the numerical part hahaha which i shot gunned some of it..
but hey who cares ima leave it to jess to be with me and guide me thorugh what im about to face..
hay...tommorow tommorow..
at this point i haven't really studied a thing yet and i have a lot of hws...
i dn't have my mood and it feels like centuries since i've used this comp and chatted away with a few of my friends,...
plus i'm tired from volleyball practice...who0o0
intrams are on sat...
that reminds me....ima be dead on friday...
fla's debut
team dinner
wes' dinner
hahaha wat a nice sked eh??
haven't even asked permission to go out on fri...shit and i doubt ima be allowed...
i have debut on sat and a 6am call time for breakfast with team..awww shit...
then next week would be also very very hectic...
monday-talk
tues-ptc
wed-championships
thurs-field trip
fri-mooncake
sat
sun-dlsucet
then POOF it's october who0owo0o
err ima go | | |
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so my ACET is gonna be tom morning shessh and i think we're gonna eat breakfast??? [cham bel text meh] haha anyway ima be going to a spa today yehey to really get my pressuered brain some relaxation argghh...
btw HAPPY BDAY SAMGO bwahahaha XP
what else is new? hmm....i have to study for my long quiz on tues cuz i have training on monday wow nice right?? ughhh intrams is coming up..
and HELLO WLA KAMI JACKET????? waahhhh googdbye to our windbreaker jacket sniff....
because simplicity shit ng school....right..
everybody knows icans are simple they just look damn elegant in anything they wear hahaha joke lang....but true un db?? peace!!
hmm...cheer for us my batchmates hahaha sa intrams i mean and dont be absent...
hay im sooo excited plus it's natz's debut aaaaaaahhhh wla pa ko gift sknya omg ...
hay busy week
busy september
i can't wait for october
i mean it
:)
it's gonna be special
duh it's gonna be my month
haha
my rules
my debut
my attention
hahahaa ok medyo makapal na mukha ko cgro at that point
hay...ima be busy studying na update later if i have time haha
.x.
just stay with me
that's all i ever wanted
you'll get what you want
if u're strong enuf
to fight for it
be strong
ill be here..
waiting
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| http://polls.komodo-services.com/polls/script/vote.cgi?name=PsychStudded&answer=5 click dat!!! it's for my cuzn it's an automatic vote for her....
she's joan marie metra hahaha
dude u owe me bigtime sobra ka nang advertised!!!!
anyway....today im totally bummed out...
my head hurts...
being absent pays it's price!!!
the horror
math lesson that was taught yesterday is scheduled for a quiz tommorow!! great wat did i miss??? apparently i missed the whole discussion argghhh n my head totally hurts cause i'm not absorbing any bit of it...grar...wish me luck tom ugh
plus bookkeeping...yikes im totally dead grrrr
hmmmm happy birthday wes chuacokiong tommorow!!! hahaha
yiheeee libre ah
anyway...ACET is coming up...geesh i'm reviewing but i ain't gonna go there anyway so ima be relaxing my way through it though but it doesn't mean im gnna slask it off haha way to go...ou long quizzes sandwiched it...wow what a pretty idea the highschool department implemented...
busy weekend i guess and pressured so much
so 3 quizzes tommorow? not bad but we have extension class whooppiedo0o0 with cle aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!
i have training too....
hay.....thursday is pretty jam packed with a lot of homework.......thank you teachers!! haha
so0o0.....math math math logarithm ur my bestfriend help me fight my enemy physics haha shit this sounds stupid oh well.... .x.
im pretty much drained....
.you against the world.
.you alone.
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